Vexed by a Meme

One of the things I have wanted to do for my blog is this one meme that Carrie (aka Carpark) did in her blog. But after thinking about some of the questions, I was feeling a bit annoyed and depressed about it.

For example, I pretty much came to a stop on the one Who was/were...Last made you smile. Now there is much that can make me laugh/smile on the outside, but I know this question is focused on inner smiles. And it's a real let-down when you can't remember the last inner smile. Oh, I know some of it is my own doing, but it's real depressing when I realize just how isolated I am, and how the universe just wants to keep me that way.